05 April, 2012

Continuing to fade

Today was Hatha with Colette.

The trend of low-energy titles continues. Again, I am playing catch-up on the blog, as I did not manage (due to illness) to keep up-to-date on my entries while they were happening.

I should not have been in yoga today. Still sick, and it would turn out that the most severe night of the entire illness would be tonight, following class. Ended up having fever, and feeling just about as horrible as I can remember feeling in the longest time. 

Yet I still made it to class. And, again, somehow, managed to do the entire class. I don't know if I impress myself, or if I am just out of my mind. Not really sure what the logic here was. There was some part of me that was hoping that it would make me feel better. I can't say it made me feel worse. But today, most of all the days, I felt the weakness and aching in the back muscles, and the fatigue in the shoulders. 

Still trying to decipher what is driving me to come under any circumstances. What is going on in my mind? I don't think I am going be about to figure it out.

Do not try this at home.

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